it was an interesting day
started work with an argument at work
I refused to be treated in a substandard manner so I left early
I went to my Dad’s & had a nice long talk with him & Suzi
some laughs and some tears
I’m going to continue to male growth
I can only make 1 step at a time
my mind is running like a sped up slide show movie…
frame after fame
in quick succession
sometimes I can get a grasp on it & others not a chance
I know some of God’s greatest gifts are unanswered prayers
I just need my heart to heal
I need to accept that some apologies I will never get
I need to accept that I’m not going to the priority I wish I was
I need to let go
in a healthy way
I need to let go of the toxic & move on
its ok not to be chosen
its ok not to be the best for the wrong one
my right 1 is coming
one day….
so for now I will date Hallmark
& over load on the romance there
I just keep thinking about “Remember Sunday”
what a special innovative & inspired love
I want someone to love me like that
fresh & new and tries everyday
that takes my breath away
Beauty Smiles 