There will always be that person
No matter where the journey leads you…
There will always be a bond
That noone can change
A simple conversation
With or without history
Makes you smile
Soothes the soul
And brings peace
Through heartache & joy
The bond will never be erased
Whether on the same path
Or distance be
My hearts with him
& part of his will always be with me
old or new
happy or blue
I gave my heart
to thyne own self be true
telling you the truth
makes my stronger
& cracks me up
just as much as our memories do
I wish I could say
that you would be there for me
as my health issue
completely terrify me
I know we’ve hurt each other
& the past can not be erased
but if it could
I’d give it my best
to wave a wand
and pain be taken away
because truthfully
you’ve captivated my heart
forever & a day
I know deep down
all things can be forgiven
but pride & stubbornness
stands in the way
I wish you the love
that would fill your heart
a love that somehow
was destroyed & tore us apart
we talk in my dreams
& always make ammends
though choices have been made
that lead us to living this life apart
but if someday we cross paths again
would it work in earnest
& set our souls a flame again?
ever mine
ever thyne
ever ours
rings in my mind
or until one day we meet again
my heart, my love & still my destiny
to the one that holds my heart
there was a day that I gave my heart away
I gave it to you freely
my friend, my companion
my hero,, my soulmate
my dream come true
My Christy & my purple tree
with no hesitation I admit this
we’ve loved & lost
we’ve hurt & we’ve healed
we have a soul contract
our names written across
each others hearts
nothing living or dead could have broken up apart
and from that day to now
I have not been able to give
my heart away that way again
I hold you so close
yet your so far sway
even through time and space
together or not
I forever hold you near & dear
I say I let you go
& I keep myself composed
to set you free
figuratively I suppose
I’ve also become free
to express myself unapologetically
you were never caged
or bound in chains
because to set you free
revealed pure intentions
of you truest hearts desire
seems to bring you peace
pondering our memories
still sets my heart on fire
hearing songs you love
& all the meaning in the melodies
speak straight to my soul
like birds in mid flight
about to drift off to sleep
to meet you for our
walking along the shore
holding hands
talking & laughing
you’ve a sacred place deep
inside my heart
forever more
LCC
to the one that holds my heart
there was a day that I gave my heart away
I gave it to you freely
my friend, my companion
my hero,, my soulmate
my dream come true
My Christy & my purple tree
with no hesitation I admit this
we’ve loved & lost
we’ve hurt & we’ve healed
we have a soul contract
our names written across
each others hearts
nothing living or dead could have broken us apart
and from that day to now
I have not been able to give
my heart away that way again
I hold you so close
yet you’re so far sway
even through time and space
together or not
I forever hold you near & dear
I say I let you go
& I keep myself composed
to set you free
figuratively I suppose
I’ve also become free
to express myself unapologetically
you were never caged
or bound in chains
because to set you free
revealed pure intentions
of your truest hearts desire
seems to bring you peace
pondering our memories
still sets my heart on fire
hearing songs you love
& all the meaning in the melodies
speak straight to my soul
like birds in mid flight
about to drift off to sleep
to meet you for our
walking along the shore
holding hands
talking & laughing
you’ve a sacred place deep
inside my heart
forever more
LCC
its ever changing
what will the new day hold?
I guess after some much needed sleep
& then I wake up
only then will I know
for several years
I was anything but indifferent
I was hurt
I was angry
I was insecure
I was pissed off
madder then hell
out of my mind crazy
& today
I shock myself
my x husband is engaged
I can’t say I feel anything
I’ve pondered
am I sad
am I hurt
am I jealous
I have searched
the depths of my heart
reached deep into my soul
& shockingly
I amaze myself
utterly and beautifully
I simply
can’t even raise an eyebrow
I can’t ever smirk
or raise my shoulders to shrug
don’t have an ounce
of fucks to give
not even a single one
huhhhhh
fly away
little bug
dreaming of waves crashing on the shore
rolling around in my head
bubbles crisp as they swirl
they come to me calmly
when new ideas come to mind
its like chance meetings
or great vibesd conversations
enjoying the energy
that ebb and flow like the seasons
people walk in and out of my life
comforting for a time
and like balloons I release them
your only here for a time
allowing kindness to seep in
once you have your fill
onto the next person you float
like rings of smoke
play a game with me now
and look up in the sky
tell me the characters
you see in the clouds
the ones I see are billowing and mischievous
on clear sunny days
I guess I start wondering
what shapes are they for you
do they morph and change
or stay the sa.w things?
oh how the minds expresses
such beautiful images
my eyes are so droopy
so I must lay my head to rest
the clouds are like waves
tossing all about
images amaze me
a serene way to close this day out
of being free
being myself
with raw honesty
& his voice
brought me peace
a relaxing confidence
and a genuine belly laugh
that sparked my mind
to thinking
& writing
& more importantly reading
the words that flow from my mind
with fearless carefree truth
that made my ears stop ringing
my sweet stranger
I’m so glad your home safe
& when I lay my head to sleep
I know your safe
a knew perspective
while dreaming
I will share my thoughts
& soon you’ll be sleeping
safe in your bed
until a new day
begins with wonder
& cheer
what new things will appear
just breath
tomorrow will soon be here
Beauty Smiles 
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