Author: anne8991

Set all that shit to the side

If you still love me, say so

If the grass wasn’t greener

make a change

Attempting to replace me didn’t work

Noone will ever be me

stop settling for what’s available

get back on track

Be the king you were destined to be

for you and only you

and be a better person

its obvious that her mask came off

who you thought she was, is an illusion

I’m not sorry that you got played

she’s done to you what you have done to many~ including me

just remember the deception wasn’t by me

I was honest and always truthful

it’s sad that a simple I’m sorry could have fixed all this

take ownership of your deception

and grow from that mistake

I would have understood

if you’d had enough faith in me

a true friendship was Our promise

through thick and thin

now you are stuck and you have yourself to blame

Was loosing that bond worth it?

never once did you try to be honest

I think that’s the part that is so disappointing

I never tried to drain you of your spirit

or your energy or your peace

or even a penny of your money

in all our conversations didn’t you listen?

you knew the ground rules from the beginning

and still you chose lies vs the truth

clearly you didn’t trust yourself or me

now you live in a hell of your own creation

I gave you peace and soothed your soul demons

I know you’ve been self destructive

look at her and tell me that she does that….

she doesn’t even try to sooth you

I know you self sabotage

I know you are in pain

getting more tattoos, drinking & back to smoking that crap

I know you dream of me

I know you hear my words

I know you see the signs

and hear our musical connection

I also know it haunts you

I know you feel my energy

I know she is watching just like you

if you want to talk, reach out

Pride and Ego is your enemy, not me

I can’t help you if you are silent

I will always be here

it may not be Romantic but I am still here

I don’t care what the situation is…

I keep my promises… & I can listen

the ball is in your court

The real question is what will you do?

keep suffering or heal?

make things right…

deep down you know what you have to do!

so do it!

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I honored my promise

to always be truthful

to be open & share

you just didn’t

if you find yourself in despair

on pain, with guilt

you belong there

we made an agreement

a soul contract, if you will

no matter how painful the truth is

just spit it out

and all can be resolved

I was bond by that commitment

I stayed true to it

and regardless of my pain

I remained true to my word

you just didn’t

so tell me….   

how is that working out for you?

are you happy?

how does it feel being guilty & embarrassed

feeling shameful in your own destruction?

was it worth it?

I think not…..  

I can feel your pain

and I am not lifting a finger

or blessing you any longer with peace

or healing….

you will suffer

you chose the path of deception

again, was it worth it?

what will you do to rectify it

because I know you regret it…

I don’t look or search

truth is I can feel it…

and I’ve released it

onto the wind

it is not my problem

I will not help

you’ve been released

my words, my thoughts and dreams

will haunt you

and you deserve that

you just didn’t know how to love

I tried to show you a peaceful path

you refused to see it, feel it or even

recognize it….

you just didn’t

So, In researching this situation

this is what I have found, for myself

not all twin flames should be together

some prosper better while apart

in most cases the pair can send each other messages telepathically

if both are in pain

they can help heal each other in their minds

some can communicate in the 5th dimension also known as 3D

through dreams. through thoughts

strong positive intuitive telepathic suggestion

without physically meeting

also thinking of your twin flames face

you can send them healing thoughts

& the message will be received

negative thoughts will not transmit

infact, negative thoughts will remain with its sender & implosion or destruction will occur

excessive drinking, taking drugs

body art manipulation is tattoos

when a karmic person sends ill will or destructive thoughts

will not succeed especially if you are protected

arc angel Michael protects me

I am surrounded by the light

simply because my soul is pure

I will not be affected

therfore your karmics negative energy will remain where it has originated

let that sink in

I have released my negativity in a positive way

hence I rise from ashes and ascend peacefully

like a Phoenix refreshed & empowered

as always I shine

I never manipulated you

I continually tried to easy your demons

I’ve only wished the best

Yes I did say things in anger

how could I not? you cheated & I knew

I’m not blind, your energy changed

how could I not notice?

why are we apart? you cheated & lied

why are you mad over words?

put yourself in my shoes…

You’d be enraged, if I had done the same

I know you think of me

I know you dream of me

I was fair & truthful

you can’t change that

and now you feel guilty

I tried to talk but you can’t

now your stuck

and until you face your mistakes

and be accountable for all of it

everything will crumble

that’s Karma

he would love himself

the way I tried to

I love myself enough to admit that

saying goodbye was hard

deep down I didn’t really want to

I was called to

it was the disception

that scared me through & through

where was to honesty promised

I Don’t think he knew how to love, in truth

I craved he’d learn

but I failed

no matter how honest I was

about my own scars

I must have failed in that to

I pray for his healing

deep down he wants it too

to not feel the pain

& not to struggle

remember to close those eyes

whisper those words

I promise I will hear them

spirits please walk us through

in our place where there

is no anger or fear

just take a deep breath

just say ” I still love you!”

& I’ll do the same, because I do!

I used Shazam to discover Let Me Love You by Mario. https://www.shazam.com/track/45325214/let-me-love-you