Author: anne8991

to the one that holds my heart

there was a day that I gave my heart away

I gave it to you freely

my friend, my companion

my hero,, my soulmate

my dream come true

My Christy & my purple tree

with no hesitation I admit this

we’ve loved & lost

we’ve hurt & we’ve healed

we have a soul contract

our names written across

each others hearts

nothing living or dead could have broken up apart

and from that day to now

I have not been able to give

my heart away that way again

I hold you so close

yet your so far sway

even through time and space

together or not

I forever hold you near & dear

I say I let you go

& I keep myself composed

to set you free

figuratively I suppose

I’ve also become free

to express myself unapologetically

you were never caged

or bound in chains

because to set you free

revealed pure intentions

of you truest hearts desire

seems to bring you peace

pondering our memories

still sets my heart on fire

hearing songs you love

& all the meaning in the melodies

speak straight to my soul

like birds in mid flight

about to drift off to sleep

to meet you for our

walking along the shore

holding hands

talking & laughing

you’ve a sacred place deep

inside my heart

forever more

LCC

to the one that holds my heart

there was a day that I gave my heart away

I gave it to you freely

my friend, my companion

my hero,, my soulmate

my dream come true

My Christy & my purple tree

with no hesitation I admit this

we’ve loved & lost

we’ve hurt & we’ve healed

we have a soul contract

our names written across

each others hearts

nothing living or dead could have broken us apart

and from that day to now

I have not been able to give

my heart away that way again

I hold you so close

yet you’re so far sway

even through time and space

together or not

I forever hold you near & dear

I say I let you go

& I keep myself composed

to set you free

figuratively I suppose

I’ve also become free

to express myself unapologetically

you were never caged

or bound in chains

because to set you free

revealed pure intentions

of your truest hearts desire

seems to bring you peace

pondering our memories

still sets my heart on fire

hearing songs you love

& all the meaning in the melodies

speak straight to my soul

like birds in mid flight

about to drift off to sleep

to meet you for our

walking along the shore

holding hands

talking & laughing

you’ve a sacred place deep

inside my heart

forever more

LCC

its ever changing

what will the new day hold?

I guess after some much needed sleep

& then I wake up

only then will I know

for several years

I was anything but indifferent

I was hurt

I was angry

I was insecure

I was pissed off

madder then hell

out of my mind crazy

& today

I shock myself

my x husband is engaged

I can’t say I feel anything

I’ve pondered

am I sad

am I hurt

am I jealous

I have searched

the depths of my heart

reached deep into my soul

& shockingly

I amaze myself

utterly and beautifully

I simply

can’t even raise an eyebrow

I can’t ever smirk

or raise my shoulders to shrug

don’t have an ounce

of fucks to give

not even a single one

huhhhhh

fly away

little bug

dreaming of waves crashing on the shore

rolling around in my head

bubbles crisp as they swirl

they come to me calmly

when new ideas come to mind

its like chance meetings

or great vibesd conversations

enjoying the energy

that ebb and flow like the seasons

people walk in and out of my life

comforting for a time

and like balloons I release them

your only here for a time

allowing kindness to seep in

once you have your fill

onto the next person you float

like rings of smoke

play a game with me now

and look up in the sky

tell me the characters

you see in the clouds

the ones I see are billowing and mischievous

on clear sunny days

I guess I start wondering

what shapes are they for you

do they morph and change

or stay the sa.w things?

oh how the minds expresses

such beautiful images

my eyes are so droopy

so I must lay my head to rest

the clouds are like waves

tossing all about

images amaze me

a serene way to close this day out

of being free

being myself

with raw honesty

& his voice

brought me peace

a relaxing confidence

and a genuine belly laugh

that sparked my mind

to thinking

& writing

& more importantly reading

the words that flow from my mind

with fearless carefree truth

that made my ears stop ringing

my sweet stranger

I’m so glad your home safe

& when I lay my head to sleep

I know your safe

a knew perspective

while dreaming

I will share my thoughts

& soon you’ll be sleeping

safe in your bed

until a new day

begins with wonder

& cheer

what new things will appear

just breath

tomorrow will soon be here

I have zero tolerance

for stupid

for arrogance

for privilege

for annoyance

pretty much anything

that doesn’t have positive effect

if you contact me for stupid shit

& with No fucks given

fuck off

I have my own issues

I have my own life

I have my own responsibilities

I am an extremely tolerant person

but I have my limit

I am responsible for my own actions

I have politely given of explanation

when there is no need for one

if this offends you

there are No fucks given here

I have zero room for excuses

I have zero room for nonsense

I have seriously room for anything

that beings negativity my way

its a fucking shame that people can’t

just be grown

again, if the shoe fits where it

Do Not bring

your inability to be polite

my way

just don’t

enough said period

I wrote & I wrote

until I noticed my hand

all sticky & black

my pen exploded

and that is all I’m done

& you thought that was all

not even a little bit, not at all

with all that I am

I remain tride and true

my will can’t be jaded

bt the toxic love that you provided

I’ve freed myself of the toxicity

I bask in my own glorious femininity

I love my flaws

& that is all that matters

I block all negativity

there’s no place for it here

nope not in my castle

I am love & light

can’t you see my glow within?

sometimes I wake from a sound sleep just to write

all the words the flow frommymind

& I release it

& splash it across all these pages

I can’t hold it in

I free myself as each of the words I written

and once they are out

I’m free to sleep

& some times its such a release

all I can do us weep

a cleansing of my soul

these words are the dance of my soul

& now finally i can reast in peace