since I can remember
I’ve wanted to write
and a few years ago
my little sister Amanda
showed me the healing strength
to set my thoughts free
by simply writing
and being me
as I’ve said this is
mine is all and mine alone
its not for debate
or others to chime in
its to free
my emotions
and to set my tone
I’m not an evil person
because of the thoughts
flowing through
my mind
it brings me peace
again mine and mine alone
I used to run
and that set me free
but now
its to release demons
inside my mind
that run over and over
like movie scenes
Noone should chime in
and say not one single thing
I’m finally at peace
with the person
I am and the one I’m becoming
so when I have thoughts
that over run my mind
I dream and think of
of how I will recite
to get it all out my head
I’m loving and joyful
most of the time
so if you are struck
with my nasty side
just know I treat you
exactly how I feel you deserve
this is how I am
so love me or hate me
quite frankly I don’t give a damn
I’m addicted to Hallmark
because that just how I am
I love popcorn & pizza
my morning coffees a must
so bring all the negativity
straight to the dump
I don’t care how
I’m precevied
because that’s none of my business
I live my life as positive
as I can
so don’t come to me
and judge
because I will take a stand
don’t judge or berate me
in any fashion
because writing is my passion
and I will tell your truth
as you’ve come across
to me in my life
I have style & grace
in the way I share my thoughts
or I will write it down
and let my mind sort
it all out.
my mind is my sword
& I use it precisely
because crossing me
by choice was your cross to bare
I don’t write every thought I have
but if I could get paid for it
holy cow!!
I stay in my lane
by writing to keep my mind clear
and hell it, makes me feel better
so there
Beauty Smiles 