Vemon

I tossed & turned

not a wink of sleep

I shutter to think

how could I be involved

with someone so heartless

how could I allow myself to

continually accept the deciet

I keep going over it all

over & over

I truly was Dancing with the Devil

I was in a den of deception

thieves if you will

stealing truths & toxic secrets

from all those around you

a mother co-signing all of it

tainted with her twisted Venom

to act so godly but such nasty intent

in a pool of toxic vemon you swim

I saw a pure heart

what happened to you

coupled with the shine of fake friends

enamored in the fake limelight

of your drip squad car crew

too wrapped up in toxic

to stand up & be true

you are who you are

by being raised with that mess

the good I saw was pure

but so easily led astray

with poor choices & manipulation

clearly you couldn’t escape

I will pray for you

may you find peace in God’s grace

this will mark you forever

no matter how calm & even I spoke

& how tamed you appeared

there was a change

I saw it & believed in you

you failed yourself

& that makes me sad

you really had a good heart

& then something changed

you flipped back

you were ingulfed in a chain of insane

twisting out of control

man, you only have yourself to blame

I guess the judge saw through it all

2 years & then register for 10 years or life

a catfish… nahhhh

you did that shit & it was proved

you are now lost & all by yourself

she won’t wait for you

no job, no car, no girl & no life

& after it all

I’ll pray for you & your peace

I fear the next news

will be that

you took your own life

I will brace myself

& pray

because I was sent

to guide you through

it wasn’t that I wasn’t strong enough

I see that now

I hope God watches over you

I pray you find peace

you were & are

your own worst enemy

you chose to destroy

your own life

what a pity