when parts of your heart are tossed in the trash
that was the beginning of the end for me
thrown away like they never mattered
both good & bad
I shed tears to release the pain
your face comes to me in dreams
& I can’t make it go away
I sit alone wonder why
we had our season
our fun loving first year
I believed in you & it was thrown away
it was my calling to let you go
God has a plan for you
He told me you needed to be released to grow
no matter how painful I had to obey
he forced me to walk away
one day your memory will fade
it just isn’t today
i was doing just fine & then a post came across my feed
in the beginning it was wonderful
fresh & new
& boom, your threats of suicide filled me with gloom
I just wasn’t strong enough
to be there for you
I am made out to be evil
God’s plan was clear that you were not for me
I gave you love & set you free
make the best of the life you’ve chosen
he only gives you so many chances
You have a new life now
& I pray you succeed
I pray that you’re happy
being together wasn’t our destiny
its a shame how it ended
over bingo night… how silly
but it had to be this way
its just shame you decided to cheat
I hope she makes you happy
I thought I did, how foolish of me
sometimes I’m sad it isn’t me
watching all the things you do
being proud of your own successes
I will always miss your happy energy
do great things in life
be the best man you can be
don’t live life like a deleted memory
I pray for you
that’s what will make me happy
seeing you happy for just You!
