deleted memories

when parts of your heart are tossed in the trash

that was the beginning of the end for me

thrown away like they never mattered

both good & bad

I shed tears to release the pain

your face comes to me in dreams

& I can’t make it go away

I sit alone wonder why

we had our season

our fun loving first year

I believed in you & it was thrown away

it was my calling to let you go

God has a plan for you

He told me you needed to be released to grow

no matter how painful I had to obey

he forced me to walk away

one day your memory will fade

it just isn’t today

i was doing just fine & then a post came across my feed

in the beginning it was wonderful

fresh & new

& boom, your threats of suicide filled me with gloom

I just wasn’t strong enough

to be there for you

I am made out to be evil

God’s plan was clear that you were not for me

I gave you love & set you free

make the best of the life you’ve chosen

he only gives you so many chances

You have a new life now

& I pray you succeed

I pray that you’re happy

being together wasn’t our destiny

its a shame how it ended

over bingo night… how silly

but it had to be this way

its just shame you decided to cheat

I hope she makes you happy

I thought I did, how foolish of me

sometimes I’m sad it isn’t me

watching all the things you do

being proud of your own successes

I will always miss your happy energy

do great things in life

be the best man you can be

don’t live life like a deleted memory

I pray for you

that’s what will make me happy

seeing you happy for just You!

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