I find out months later was married
funny he thought I’d never find out
but these were my original thoughts
A smile I can stare at for hours
a tone that sooths me
was it in another time or place
I see such familiarity in your eyes
wise beyond your years
a touch that’s ever so gentle
you stare at me dreamily
and yet my cheeks don’t burn with fear
every time we talk
I yearn for what will be said next
I feel we shouldn’t ever say goodbye
hugs are so soft and protective
holding your hand
seems like magic
feels like dejavu
we’ve done this dance
somewhere in another life before
I long to see you
too hear your voice
to see your face
where have we met?
I know we’ve done it all before
everything we do is our the first time
but then again, we’ve done nothing
dejavu all over again
I know this scent
that lingers on my cheek
a voice so new but ever so familiar
the video calls leave me
laughing and my cheeks hurt
I’m filled with butterflies 🦋🦋
I look forward to traveling
Lake Charles is so far away
but you always find you way back to me
a simple gesture
that means so much
& that cheesy smile
I feel like we’ve known eachother forever
you love my hand touching your shoulder
while we drive with no destination
peaceful, calm & serene
how do you already consume my dreams
all I can hope for is more
& just like all good dreams that vanish like smoke
my minds playing tricks on me
… It was all just a dream 🤔🤷🏼♀️
Beauty Smiles 