I know you are hurting
i know you are watching
curious about everything I do
if you’re sorry, just say so
it’s sad how it all happened
but everything can be talked about
I just wish you’d been honest
I had to let go
in order to find me
I had to heal my hurts
& your deception was too much
I needed to clear my head
I survived from what had me bound
you were already self sabotaging
& I just couldn’t sink with you
we had a connection
an agreement, a bond
I will never understand
why you chose such misery
I never gave that to you
All the threats of suicide
& that is never a joke
nothing to take lightly
You did listen to others
& you chose to follow them
look at you now
lonely & alone
you can be in a room full of people
& in your mind, you are alone
our paths crossed for a reason
to help eachother heal
& you were pretending those
choices were best
you are crumbling
& I can’t help you
you will fail
to end that cycle
how’s that working for you?
its so sad I have to send it in this message
until you figure it out
Bye boo
Beauty Smiles 