You just didn’t

I honored my promise

to always be truthful

to be open & share

you just didn’t

if you find yourself in despair

on pain, with guilt

you belong there

we made an agreement

a soul contract, if you will

no matter how painful the truth is

just spit it out

and all can be resolved

I was bond by that commitment

I stayed true to it

and regardless of my pain

I remained true to my word

you just didn’t

so tell me….   

how is that working out for you?

are you happy?

how does it feel being guilty & embarrassed

feeling shameful in your own destruction?

was it worth it?

I think not…..  

I can feel your pain

and I am not lifting a finger

or blessing you any longer with peace

or healing….

you will suffer

you chose the path of deception

again, was it worth it?

what will you do to rectify it

because I know you regret it…

I don’t look or search

truth is I can feel it…

and I’ve released it

onto the wind

it is not my problem

I will not help

you’ve been released

my words, my thoughts and dreams

will haunt you

and you deserve that

you just didn’t know how to love

I tried to show you a peaceful path

you refused to see it, feel it or even

recognize it….

you just didn’t