wishing

he would love himself

the way I tried to

I love myself enough to admit that

saying goodbye was hard

deep down I didn’t really want to

I was called to

it was the disception

that scared me through & through

where was to honesty promised

I Don’t think he knew how to love, in truth

I craved he’d learn

but I failed

no matter how honest I was

about my own scars

I must have failed in that to

I pray for his healing

deep down he wants it too

to not feel the pain

& not to struggle

remember to close those eyes

whisper those words

I promise I will hear them

spirits please walk us through

in our place where there

is no anger or fear

just take a deep breath

just say ” I still love you!”

& I’ll do the same, because I do!