Ringing

my ears are ringing and I can’t make them stop

sometimes when I say your name the sound mysteriously stops

I go days without sleeping

and its driving me crazy

my heart is at peace knowing I will never see you

I’ve released all the negativity

and pray that your choices were worth the pain you sent me

I can’t give you the things that youth will

karma will hand you what you deserve

your patterns are showing like a beacon of light in the dark of night

she won’t bring you the calmness I did

she’s too young to grasp tame that beast you hold within

being with her will be easy, so enjoy that for now

you’ll be disappointed when you realize there’s no substance inside her

harsh truth shines bright

now its to late to escape

too tired to continue with this line of thought

so I’ll drift off to sleep & be at peace

in that sleepy plain for you I’ll haunt your dreams