I held him accountable & that’s all
he couldn’t handle the pressure
so he moved on & just didn’t tell me
In my heart, I knew it was time to let him go
There was no way I could have given him what he needed
I knew this & was attached anyway
I knew when the seat was pulled too far forward & the female mask was in the car
I honestly am supper happy for him
I just can’t believe his mother & sister are throwing shots at me
what exactly did I do to deserve that?
I’m not ashamed to admit, I’m sincerely hurt
not about the rings but about the petty announcement sent to my daughter
my brain says she wouldn’t have showed me if she’d deleted them like I requested
so after multiple conversations
with several people
I should let it go
I shouldn’t be so bothered
the struggle with knowing he was arrested, booked and charged with such a disgusting charge
how can I let that pass? how can I even care? the charges make me feel like throwing up?
& his family is ok with him getting this new girl pregnant & the giving of rings??? so his charge doesn’t exist to them? gross
why is any of this even floating around in my head? I’m so confused
how can other people gage my hurt or pain?
it’s always so easy when it’s someone else
advice better given than taken
the sharks are circling her
at yet he text me to check up on me
why?, what for?, what do you get out of it? what’s your point anyway?
is he slow? & or retarded? just plain stupid?
I am going with all 3
sending me a message to fish
pulling that shit like Luis…
what the fuck do I look like?
I’m the plan, not the fall back bc your new shit ain’t working out.
bc you don’t have the balls to walk away & get it over with
here with my thoughts
rolling around clouding my judgement
& making my emotions difficult
all I can do is write it all out
& pray to let it all go
Beauty Smiles 