its definitely on overtime
random thoughts & memories
some fun, some painful
I have the message
focus on healing & NOT the pain
being still while hurting is hard
life runs full circle around me
i feel like I’m standing still
each even leaves a mark of the journey
a scar, if you will
mine are clear
& I’m paying my own penance for wrongs I have done
I’ve made my peace with all that
I know its my turn
the crashing, burning
its ebb and flow
even if I asked for all of my kindness back
none of it would repair my heart
there will always be those spaces
that seem incredibly deep
a never ending circle or tormented refusing to let me sleep
Beauty Smiles 