Out loud

I have difficulties saying things out loud

I give people far too many chances for fear of being rude

I fear saying things out loud for the fear of odd things happening

I no longer keep my mouth shut because silent suffering is a fear

I have hearing issues so saying things out loud is a form of control

If I miss someone and I say thier name they call or text

I just want to be happy “out loud”

I want someone to actually take the effort to love my truthfully, honestly and for God sake “Out loud”

I deserve being loved and being taken care of “Out loud”

ok so I wish it

I want it

and I’m waiting