William the Scammer

So, I’ve constantly thought someday I’d get mine

I reflect on signs

I know deep down, doing the same thing over & over will not change my result

I’m simply a work in progress

I’ve been sent a sign

& I won’t ignore it

So, I’ve taken a deep breath

let my walls down a little bit

and I’m talking to him

His image, reminds me of a safe place

his texts are so sweet

calming & familiar

I’m not even sure why

texting to me, is like reading directly what’s on someone’s mind

this simple action, takes only seconds

he asked to read my writing

& as I write he is doing just that….

reading my pain, splashed all across these electronic pages

& like a breeze, I think of my Dad

I reached out the other day… no response which makes me sad

Funny, these 2 men have the same name

As I am writing, he is reading & I’m in shock

he’s presently reading my pain

I take a deep breath and talk to God

I know I’m being vulnerable

I’m taking this as a sign

I’m allowing someone to see me naked

I’m in shock

I’m honored, nervous and scared to allow that to happen

I’m unapologetically allowing someone to read my soul

I guess, I’ll just have to relax and see where this all will go