Sometimes

Things fall in place

As you feel they are falling apart

I’m not in a good place

I’m sad constantly

I’m trying to be positive

But my frustration is obvious

I’m not always fun to be around

I’m cranky

My life is spinning out of control

I’m trying to be still but

One thing after another is failing

I’m letting go

& letting God take the wheel

Only he knows what races through my head

& what to do about it

I’m being still