Just tired

I’m just tired

I’ve expressed my feelings

To the point if sometimes annoying everyone around me

I’ve listened to people that I shouldn’t

I’ve taken poor advice

I’ve listened to great advice

& I’m still in pain and still very sad

I’ve asked over & over

When will this pain end

It will hurt until it doesn’t hurt anymore

I’ve tortured myself because I thought for years I deserved that

Well in less that 2 weeks

What I thought was my forever will move away

Yes, I feel the pain & that’s okay

That’s bound to happen with someone that’s been in your life over 35 years

At some point it won’t hurt anymore

& that’s okay too

Adios, asta la bue bye boo boo