The Devil

The devil sure is working hard on me today

I’m feeling a myriad of emotions that I am trying to deal with

I feel defeated, deflated. Disappointed, annoyed

I weepy for no reason that I can explain

I take pride in my hard work

But today even the smallest things

Made me feel like I’m failing

I have proof of my accomplishments

But when you try to do work without directions for a person you are filling in for

somethings aren’t done their way, & it’s as if what you have done

Doesn’t even count

The devil sure does play with your mind

I know I’ve worked hard

But the question is… when do I get rewarded?

When does that solid piece show itself?

Just feeling a bit uneasy, unsure and somewhat insecure

So Mentally I’m speaking to the devil

& I am saying a big Fuck you!

So there you have it