I’m not selfish

The last month or so has been an emotional rollercoaster.

I’ve been reflecting alot on everything

I’ve been there for people that have ghosted on me, failed me & been completely unsupportive

My birth family finds me, & I’m over joyed & one individual within them states that I’m out only to seek money

I’m humble and live a pretty simple life

I try to be a good person every day regardless of my obstacles

While I am struggling on an embarrassing level, I am not one to have my hand out

I dream like everyone to win the lottery, it’s to maintain existing financial issues & in no way to live in excess

The things I would do with winnings of the lottery would clear my debt and build a foundation

I would also give a foundation to those that would use that to create a base for themselves

It’s not selfish to clear your own debt first then pay it forward.

Its realistic, rational and responsible

I did play the lottery today & because the last few days events were unexpected I took the chance

There is only one way & that’s UP!

I will let hope float up!

God only helps those who help themselves!

I am blessed with 2 Dads. My Dad Bill helped raise & instill the foundation & I’m thankful & grateful for his love. My Father//Dad Don, helped to create me to which I’m grateful because without him, I would not be here. He never knew about me & After meeting me wants to grow & create memories.

My emotions are everywhere & I’m a mess.

Life is a crazy mixed up mess but I am thankful for it.

I feel I belong & I am loved!